So THAT'S what that link is for !!

Yup, that's right. I accidently deleted all my blog posts. Thanks to my wingwoman, though, she was able to retrieve all of my posts via email. THANKS AMANDA! So, I'll probably be reposting them soon. If not, it's just good to have them somewhere where I can look back at what I wrote.

I have two HUGE things to show you

Chinese Salamander

Taiwanese cabbage

Check out those suckers! I actually saw the Taiwanese cabbage while walking around the Country Square Market. I had to step back for a moment in amazement!

I have become the master of running last minute things. After running chapel on a last minute notice last friday and Brianna organizing yesterday's last minute chapel, the staff decided that chapel should become an SA thing. Don't get me wrong, I would never pass up the opportunity to reach out to others and give them a few words of wisdom, but the stuff just keeps piling on. Regardless of whether or not something is specified to a certain SA officer, being president it is my job to oversee everything that goes on. It's a lot of responsibility on my shoulders, but you know what? I love it. I love the fact that, as busy as I may be, all the students know that they can come to me with whatever issue they have and they're all my friends. And as much stress as it may bring me and as much as complications may arise, I am so happy to be able to be somewhat of a sisterly figure to each and every student whenever they feel so.

The problem with me, though, is that I never feel like anything is good enough or if I, personally, am not doing enough. I always feel the need to do more. Delegating is the thing I am lacking in my leadership role. So, oftentimes, I ask someone to do something for me and if they don't do it, I feel obligated so finish the job for them. You know where I'm going with this... Any smart person would have figured me out and realized "Oh.. I can pretend like I'm doing my job, but I don't actually have to do it 'cause Suwanna will definitely do it for me." So, lately I've focusing really hard on trying to develop better leadership qualities and actually "ruling with an iron fist." Although, I am incredibly thankful that I signed up for this position because it's training me for the real world.

On a lighter note, Gabe Bondoc has a new original on his blog/youtube channel. Here's the video along with the lyrics highlighted as they are in his video:

"when you say (nine)" - gabe bondoc (copyright, 2010)

I remember the first time
it's always playing in my mind
I've never felt like this before
nononono

and every time that you kiss me
feels like I'm having a sweet dream
and i'mma never feel the way i do with anyone else

my pulse is racing
when I see your face and
here is what you're doing to me

when you
when you say
you love
love me
I can feel my heart
beat beat
race behind my chest

every time is the first time
so I pretend it's the last time
that I'mma ever hear you say those words
three little words

I wanna hold you forever
I promise that I ain't never
never ever gonna let you go
I want you to know

my pulse is racing
when I see your face and
here is what you're doing to me

[chrous]

if ever you question my feelings
place your hand on my heart, you'll feel it's beating for you
cuz he knows, he knew before I did
I'm not scared, I'm tired of hiding
I know that it's you because

[chorus]

I love that song!

'Til next time, my blogspot friends!

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